Sigh.  Making my ‘married-with-children’ life functional is pretty impossible these days as I’m getting heavier with 2 toddlers running around the house climbing everything that climbable, selerakkan kan everything that selerak-able, with flu and fever season where I have to take a very delicate careful precaution when around those kids and keep the house clean and disinfected.  Berbuka puasa session is like a battle field for me and my husband as we have to take turn eating to look for Ali where sometimes without close supervision has already dancing and singing (yes singing) on the dining table or chair or sometimes happily breaking nenek’s bowl at the kitchen.  Where Umar, (sigh) remember I blogged about him getting acquainted with his expanding vocabularies, now I’m having headache hearing him yelling and screaming in new vocabs everyday where I’m sure he picks it from TV or, ehem..sometimes from us also.

Pregnancy this time not as easy as the previous as I already have 2 boys around.  Boy, by 20 weeks, I already experiencing a backache, feet already swelling due to lot of walking and movement.  Talking about preparation of the new arrival, I hardly prepare anything.  Poor my baby.  For those who are not in the know, JENG JENG JENG, AM GOING TO HAVE SOMEONE WHO GETS TO INHERIT ALL MY SKINNY JEANS, SKIMPY TOPS, COUNTLESS OF BAGS (ALL PRACTICAL AND NOT PRACTICAL ONES), AND OTHER KNICKKNACKS.  YES, I’M GOING TO HAVE A DAUGHTER. (menari zapin dan kuda kepang dan shuffle)

Well frankly speaking I wanted to break the news when we first went for a sonogram when I was about 20 weeks and the doctor has confirmed that 80% the gender is Pwincess.  So that’s what the doctor said. That’s quite a news to us as I never really really hoping it will be a girl eventhough my mouth said the different because looking at the percentage of the possibilities to conceive a girl, its very ciput you know.  My husband said ‘hoho hold your horses!  We are not going to officially announce it unless we very very sure it’s pwincess.  Like…what..?  Please pretty please I need to break the news to someone.  So the news leaked to some siblings and close relatives.  As of today, I still dragging my self to get a follow-up sonogram, still hesitant about it,  thus delaying the preparation of the little one.

I’m a clueless pregnant woman, though the gender does not matter, but longing for thrills and surprises in life.